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|lookatmemynameisdustin (profile) wrote, |
on 6-22-2003 at 10:03pm
|Music: "only in dreams"-weezer
|i went camping.
i was talking to my uncle about the book i was reading (the perks of being a wallflower) and he says "dont belive that" and i say "dont belive what" he says, referring to the title, "dont think you dont need friends, you arent really anybody without friends"
i disagree. ive pretty much lost all of my friends to one of my closest friends recently and i can tell you that it may be very very lonely at times i dont have to deal with ....anything. i talk to people sometimes and im very selictive about who i talk to now, (theres pretty much one person i talk to and occasionaly i still talk to the friend i lost but its still hard so i try to keep my distance) i dont think i can stand caring about what somebody said to me or wants to do to me or what they think of my relatoinship or (espically) who "did" things together. i really think thats what killed my relationship. everybody else.
there is just so many things that come with groups. id rather establish a strong connection with one person than feel akward coming into a group. there is so much drama. even in the band, it just got really stupid.
im sorry for going on. i just think people are too dependent on others, im not one to talk. its just sad. for everybody. really really sad.
thanks for listening,