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adiosesposito (profile) wrote,
on 6-23-2003 at 2:45am
Music: Velvet Underground-Crimson and Clover
I was going to write a short story, but I'm too tired right now. So I'll just pool together some random thoughts. Deal with it.

I deleted the long post describing my cruise, and I don't know why. I have been deleting a portion of my journal entries, mostly lists and older, pointless entries. Whatever.

I had basically the first interaction with my friends since school got out Saturday night. Krystal and Arianne picked me up, and drove me to Noah's. On the way there, we got lost a few times, I talked to Shane on Krystal's phone, and an old man threw a pack of cigarettes into the car. Even though I knew cigarettes make you cooler, get you chicks, and help your billiard skills, I decided to not take a puff. The Garbarinos was nice as always, catching up with Noah and getting thoroughly beaten in Mario Kart 64.

Watched Old School with my brother, and was surprised at how funny it was. I think it's because the lead actors are so good at playing one character. Will Ferrell-Crazy slightly dim-witted guy, Luke Wilson-Cynical straight man, Vince "Doubledown" Vaughn- Asshole.

Right now, my relationships with peopleare quite varied. My mom and I are at each other's throats daily. She hates my clothing, my ways, my everything. I hate the fact that she hates the aforementioned things. It's ashame, because I don't want to fight with her at all, maybe we can work out our differences. On the other end, my brother's girlfriend and I are starting to bond. I don't know if she hates me or likes me, but I have been very friendly to her and learned a lot about her the past few days. And when it comes to my friends, I have no clue. I feel like I've had too few conversations with the handful of people I really want to talk to. I have also grown apart from lot of my friends, I feel. I have no exact reason why, but maybe this can be changed with hanging out with them.

I think it has come to a point when I'm happiest when it's late at night, and I'm just zoning out on my bed listening to some music. I think it may be the music or the moment, but I own it, and I never wanna let it go. (Lose Yourself reference: check.)

Whatever you do, dont watch VH1's list of the gretest songs of the last 25 years. It's so fucking horrible. I advise you to watch MTV2's Subterranean show on Fridays instead. For one hour a week, I have that thrill that many people felt long ago of seeing my favorite bands' videos. Just for showing El-P's brilliant Stepfather Factory video makes them winners in my book.

I think I may just start listing the top ten songs on my mp3 playlist right now, in no particular order. Maybe you will be inclined to listen to them, but I have a feeling that the majority of you reading won't.

1. Rhett Miller- Wave of Mutilation (pixies cover)
2. Blind Wllie McTell- Kill It Kid
3. Smiths- Pretty Girls Make Graves
4. Bob Dylan- Hurricane
5. Cat Power- Names
6. Coldplay- The Scientist
7. Phantom Planet- Sombody's Baby
8. Elliot Smith- Ballad of Big Nothing
9. Songs:Ohia - Two Blue Lights
10. My Morning Jacket- I Needed it Most

Well, I'm tired now.
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