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|orfwashere (profile) wrote, |
on 11-6-2003 at 10:40pm
|Music: Bush - Sixteen Stone
|hmm... so I didn't make all district jazz. oh well, theres always..., well there isn't. sucks for me.
I hate how my furure is so up in the air. I have a pretty decent sat score, but a shitty gpa. no chance for academic scholarships. I can probably get a music scholarship to a shitty state school, but if it doesn't pay for the whole thing, I don't want it. ::Wishes he could afford Berklee:: I was seriously concidering being in the Army or Navy band program. It's three years, but I get to go to the Military School of Music, get a paycheck, play sax all day, and get $30k for college after the three years. It sounds pretty sweet, but also sounds like it would probably be the worst experience of my life at the same time. If scholarships don't pull through, it may be my only option. I dont want to mortgage the next ten years of my life to pay for undergrad.
I hate how my future is still up in the air. I hate how I've lost touch with everyone I know. I hate feeling lonely.