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|bunnyblood2 (profile) wrote, |
on 11-18-2003 at 11:09pm
|Current mood: reaccuring thoughts of suicide
Music: AC/DC-Back in Black
Subject: First real entry
|Woo-hoo! Here we go! The subjournal said I could only hold up to 20 entries and I was like......I need more room than that. Cuz I wouldn't want to delete all my older ones. So here I am!! Here! Yup......anyways.....I feel weird. I drew a picture of a heart with hooks in it pulling and ripping it in 3 different directions. It's gotta mean something. And I can't stop looking at it. It's drawn on a piece of cardboard. There's a squirrel eating a nut and an AC/DC logo that's all shiney on the same peice of cardboard. So what does that mean I wonder? HHHMMMMMMM!!!!!! I don't know. I like squirrels and AC/DC.....but the heart I just don't know.
I think Justin is mad at me for not being in school today. Oh, wait............I KNOW he's mad at me. Not my fault I went back to bed. Well, maybe it is........aw geez. I'd better go tomorrow or he's gonna throw me down the stairs.
Speaking of death.........I've been thinking a lot about suicide today. I could never go through with it though.........I'm too afraid to do it. The thought of dying scares the hell out of me, and I cringe whenever bringing a razor blade to my wrist. (The thought of sharp objects ripping through flesh just disgusts me). So I'm not going anywhere anytime soon. Don't worry your little hearts out.
I just realized that I had a sprite bottle in front of me. Cool! Argh I can't open it. I'm so weak :(. Must have the soda.......! YAY! Got it! You're all mine now.............I mean what? Yeah I'm gonna go now.
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