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|kailster (profile) wrote, |
on 12-11-2003 at 8:10pm
|Current mood: excited but NOT GOOD
Subject: HOUSTON WE HAVE A PROBLEM
|crap crap crap
you know where you get feelings for someone but know it won't work out or never happen so you TRY and get rid of them, but they really just bury themselves underneath other feelings, and then when you're already involved with someone else and that other person comes back and everything falls into place with both of you and it just seems like it's right this time but you still have that other person you're in love with and together with that's there....and you're just torn between the two and don't know what to do!?!? yeah...that's me right now!!
so he gets online, and i had JUST taken off my away message and he IMs me like a second later! then so were talkin and he tells me he broke off EVERYTHING with his EX and besides that nothing is new...now why would that be the ONLY thing he points out as new?!?! hmm well then he starts like....jokin around...which he's never done online and we're just having a friendly converstation and everything but then he got kicked off....:-( but omg...what the hell am i supposed to do!?
well...i just vented on tiff...i'm just gonna let things go....see what happens. i really like them both....things always happen with us at the WRONG time...everytime....so maybe that means something....but whoknows...alright it's shower time