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|whitenailpolish (profile) wrote, |
on 12-21-2003 at 2:24am
|Current mood: tired as hell, and whiney
Subject: this is me whining.
|Fuck. I'm fucking pathetic. I like.. seriouslyyy want to go out with zach. butt I have to be fucking lame and piss and moan instead of do something. I really want to talk to james and xavier more. They never come on. and when they do I have not a fucking thing to say to them. lame. bahhh this is seriously homosexual. ahhh all I can do is go ahoahirgaergioaehg. Christmas is 5 days away. I want it to be now becuase I'm acting like a 6 yr old and getting excited for it. Sue me. I feel like I have to change the way I act to get guys to *like* me. Xavier liked me for who I was, but he was just an internet boy. damn, why did he have to live so far away. But I mean, I don't want to have to change myself just for a guy, because then .. it would just suck.. yeah well I'm really too tired to think any more so I'm going to go. lata homes.