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|purplesmurfs (profile) wrote, |
on 2-24-2004 at 10:01pm
|Current mood: *teary*
Music: *little moments- brad paisley*
Subject: *i miss him too much to care about anything else*
|I miss the way he looks at me. The way he touches my face, and kisses my forehead. The way he knows the right thing to do, to cheer me up, even though I havent told him whats wrong. The way he knows exactly where to put his arms. The fact that he instantly knows when Im cold, and he warms me up. The things he says. The many times that he tell me I'm beautiful. And no matter how many times he says it, it never gets old. I miss him. His smell. His smile. Everything about him. Everything he is, is everything I've ever dreamed of. He had the balls to tell me, that he's not in my league. I'm from Belding. I dont have money. I dont try, for anything. Im only 16. He's the one with the money. Smarts. Basically everything.
I dont deserve any of this. What have I done to deserve this?