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|xMiyavixFanx (profile) wrote, |
on 2-26-2004 at 9:30pm
|Current mood: depressed
Music: Dir en Grey- Psycho
Subject: Between Black and White
|I've been told that it's hypocrtical to tell someone else not to be depressed or cut themselves. But, I don't think so. I just think that it's like saying..that you don't want them to feel the way you do. To go though all the shit that you have. Most of the time, people can't tell right off. But I have more mental diseases than anyone my age should have. I guess you could say I'm a hazard to myself. -Chuckles slightly- Gods above..I feel horrible. I'm not to sure why- but I think it could have something to do with being left alone in this large house for a week now. The only other person besides me who lives there is my sister, my parents don't want anything to do with me. And all of my friends are busy with they're own little deals. It seems like our 'clique' has broken up. Now, the only one of them who I see daily is Julian. He's like..seven years older than me, and I adore him. Also, I thank him for trying to cheer me up today~ ^^ Well..On a slightly happier note, I'm writing a new story! And discontinuing all my other ones on fiction press (http://www.fictionpress.com/~ThePunkdOutPunk). This new story is very...dark and deals with some not-so-socially-accepted ideas. It's my baby. -Laughs- Hm...Oh!
I'm reading 'The Picture of Dorian Grey' by O.W. (Again. -Grins broadly- ) I adore Dorian..The story describes him in the begginging as a narcisstic beauty. And in The League of Extraordinary Gentleman, they picked Stuart Townsend (A personally obsession of mine for a embarassingly long time) to be Dorian. Gods, what a perfect choice.
You might be wondering about my icon, I didn't make it. But I am a large fan of Harry Potter and rather like Draco's person. Lucius's as well...But before I let on just how "dorky" I am under my charming exterior, I better stop this entry here.
"Between black and white there are always shades of gray..."-Me