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|dreamiecloud (profile) wrote, |
on 3-6-2004 at 6:48pm
|oh man you know how gay i am...
my cell phone rang at 5 30 this morning. and it scared me. i thought there was something wrong with it so i just turned the ringer off.
then it rang again and picked it up because i realized it was ringing. and it was....billy.
he was upset becase he saw me with don last night.
i feel like a shithead. forget it i am a shithead.
i lied to don and told him i had a project to do (which is true to an extent) and i was sleeping at some girls house tonight. so i didnt have to go out with him.
i cant believe i did that. charlene said i was gay because it wasnt a believeable lie. so now im just feeling crappy because i think he knows i lied.
well anyway, i lied because i am going with billy tonight. well billy and them anyway.
im nervous. because if we see don, im going to crawl under a rock and dieeee. because dons nice, and he doesnt deserve this.
a plus is...is that we are not dating. so it wont be all bad. i have no obligation to him. or to anyone for that matter.
anyway. i got my ears double pierced today. and i got some clothes for seattle. tomorrow i want to go to ross and see if i can get some jeans and a sweater. because i am gunna need it.
getting a haircut tomorrow or thusrday. im thinking of taking off 3 - 4 in. im scared.
i have to go. byee.
i cant wait!!! seattle in less than a week!
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