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|xMiyavixFanx (profile) wrote, |
on 3-25-2004 at 10:54pm
|Current mood: crushed
Music: Kittie- Paperdoll
|It feels really horrible, to wake up one day and realize that you have nobody. No friends, that your family disowned you, and your so called Guardian is never around. Even online everyone seems to have gotten tired of me. Lately, I just feel horribly alone. Everybody I loved or trusted is gone or seems to have forgotten about me. And anyone who gets close to me seems to disappear. Well...it hurts. A lot. I know I'm whining, but I really can't help it. I spent almost all of the day in my room, laying in bed and staring at the ceiling. I haven't eaten in days, and no one even cares that I barely ever come to school anymore. I thought...I thought I could handle everything by myself, but I guess I can't. Because I'm having one hell of an emotional breakdown. The truth really hurts...especially when you have no one to share it with. Gods..