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|sinceibeenlovinyou (profile) wrote, |
on 3-27-2004 at 12:16am
|Current mood: lonely
Music: Smashing Pumpkins-Shame
Subject: When I Neglect This Journal, Really It's a Good Thing
|It hasnt been a woohu moment, but I have felt shitty. Just alone really. I want love. Thats all. Someone to hold, that's all. Spontaneous love, that's all. Just someone who has the same interest has me and we can stay up all night laughing and talking about music and politics, without artificial enhancers. That's all I want, is that really too much to ask? I dont think it is. Why is my door open? I should fix that, hold on...
Anyway back to topic, I want to be set free just so I can meet people. Im feeling things Im not supposed to feel until Im like, 16. God Im screwed up. I need help, but they never listen when I say I do. Or they think Im following everyone else when I say I need help. Well, I'm not. I really do need something.