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|sinceibeenlovinyou (profile) wrote, |
on 4-5-2004 at 10:05pm
|Current mood: confused
Music: Ziggy Marley-Meloncholy Mood
Subject: A Little Choly Weed To Ease Our Grief
A woohu moment like hell.
Let's start from the beginning...
Today is APRIL 5TH, 2004, 10 YEARS AFTER KURT COBAIN KILLED HIMSELF.
Okay, let's get that out of the way. Moving on.
So I made my homemade Kurt Cobain t-shirt and wore that today. No one really noticed except ... (Im afraid to use names now) That's was really suprising. No one's ever done that to me before. I liked it though. Just that. I don't know it's hard to understand. If only he didn't think I was a druggie...
Moving on. Study hall. Only with ???. It was weird. He passed me a note saying, I wanna smoke with you sometimes. God damn it. Had this been a month ago, I'd of screamed with happiness, but I dont want that anymore. He gave me the new Ziggy Marley cd. So now, I have plans to smoke with ??? on friday and then go to Baskin Robins to get ice cream because he knows the perfect ice cream for when you're stoned.
Now, keep in mind, I have never done drugs before. I'm just awesomely good at acting like it, and I brought this upon myself. But, I mean come on, that's really nice of him to consider me. But, now I'm starting to like ..., which is weird, and well I can't go with ??? If I like ..., you know. No you don't I need to think. I shouldnt be faced with these problems. I should be drawing sharpie tatoos on my arm with Hillary and Julie. Not this. Not this. Not this.