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|lizster540 (profile) wrote, |
on 4-8-2004 at 3:30pm
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Music: *Kanye West*- Slow Jams
Subject: she said she w3ant some Marving Gaye some Luther Vandross a little Anita...
|+ Hewo +
Today was nothing special. But I got to hang out with my mom. And that was cool. Alot of people probably think im a total freak but I honestly consider my mom one of my best friends. I guess she's just one of those moms. I cant tell her everything but I can tell her alot and Its just cool being with her. Especially since she lets alot of stuff I say slide.
This Spring Break was honestly crappy. I didnt do much. I went to the beach once, big woop. I just sat home all day. I guess thats how it goes when you dont have alot of friends around. But next year will be better cause at least I can get my friends to drive me places...at least the ones who are old enough.
Im really excited for Easter Sunday. I wanna see Jew so bad. It feels like we've sort of lost touch and I am NOT letting that happen anymore with my friends. Sometimes you gotta let go, but Im not letting go of her. Shes to great of a person. And I realized that it isnt right to get a new friend and then leave the other one in the dust. So im not doing that crap anymore. And the thing I hate is, when somone calls for me and im not in the best mood or I just dont like talking [[cause sometimes talking on the phone is a pain in...ya...]] My dad gets mad because he's saying that im avoiding friends. But I dont like being with the same person 24/7 ya know? And sometimes the only way to get away is avoid calls and stuff. I dont know. You guys probably think im a bitch, and maybe I am. But its not like im saying I cant stand so-and-so, Sometimes I need my space. We all do. And I dont see why people cant accept it and give it to me. Then maybe I wouldnt have had all the problems I did recently. But then again everyone thinks differently, and to that person I could be a huge asshole in their eyes for not wanting to make contact. Whatever...this isnt even relevant to the topic at hand.
Yesterday at the beach was...interesting. I think the one reason we didnt talk to any guys is because I was there. And im not fishing for compliments here, im serious. I was with 3 pretty girls and there is just plain me. Katie tried to convince me thats not the case...but I have a different opinion. And also, I dont just go to the beach to meet guys...I mean yeah its nice but I like to go and hang out with my friends. Despite the fact is was freezing. I dont think i've grown any closer to Katie or Alanna because half the time i was 2 feet behind with my head down not saying anything. I dont care though. Im such a chatter box, but its gotta be with people im comfortable with and I know doesnt care if im a complete loser. And that what I like in friends. I dont want to be friends with people who I have to make sure I act "cool" around. I like really chill people. Not uptight people who are to busy gossiping to have fun. Its drives me insane. One of these days im going to invite like completley random people out with me, just to see what they are like. Random, eh?
Well I guess im done ranting and raving about friendships now.
Summer is almost here. Im excited, but im so scared for highschool but also im so relieved! I was talking to my sister about Dot Day. And she told me they mainly go after the boys, I was really relieved. She said they didnt even get her. But Then Sarah's friend Kerri said they got her good. She said they wrote "Fresh Meat" on her face! I was like ahhh no. But oh well. I guess its one of those experiences you just have to go through with. And just as long I dont see John Szeker then ill be okay, lol.
I just found out my Aunt who lives with my grandma in Arizona is maving back to Chicago. Im so happy for her, because she has NO life. Im dead serious. She moved out there to help with my grandpa, but after he died it was just her and my grandma. She doesnt have a boyfriend and shes like 40 something. So im glad shes moving back.
Anyways, im out like Sour Kraut.
- <3 always, CouNtry -