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|collageof-frozenfear (profile) wrote, |
on 4-21-2004 at 4:19pm
|Liz is quite the bitch to me today.
Actually, she's not even speaking to me...
It's all over the fucking SEX thing.
All of it.
The fight and everything...
Jerry said if I ever said anything about Liz "again", he'd kill me. I never even fucking said anything about Liz.
I said they would never stop FUCKING.
They don't think about what it might do to other people.
But ya know... it's not them. It's me.
....And it's SO fucking easy to end it all.
I just don't have the guts to do it.
I keep wishing and wishing for something.
And half the time, I have no idea what I'm even wishing for.
I want to gather all my thoughts and lay them out in front of me....Search through them some.
Put some in, throw some out...
I just wanna be someone else for one night...