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Angel_Bob (profile) wrote,
on 4-23-2004 at 10:26pm
Current mood: crushed
Music: Iris by Goo Goo Dolls
Subject: I don't think that they'd understand...
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive





This song is one of my favorites.

I want to apologize to all of you. "I am not as I have been." And I'm trying to get back on track.

This song makes me sad. I just want you to know who I am. I just want you to know that I love you. And I'm very sorry for not being me.


I guess all I can say to you is that it's about time. I think you're the only one who hasn't been mad at me or hated me yet and I've known you the longest out of everyone in the group.

I like to think that I don't care. Everyone has said that I shouldn't care about people hating me or being pissed at me because I can't please everybody. Then I don't care and everyone freaks out and tells me I should.

I think it's because I'm pretending.

I do care. But you have your reasons and as I said, I guess it's your turn anyway.

And you don't seem to understand...

"And even though all my friends hate me, I still feel pretty good."

By my troth, I'm losing. I've lost.

And I'm sorry. I may seem like I don't care but I do. It sort of really sucks having someone you laugh with one day totally ignore and avoid you the next day.

Don't do this to Katie too. She had nothing to do with it. It was all me. You can ignore me and be pissed at me all you want but you cannot be mean to Katie. Please don't. It was all me.

The path is too narrow
The way is too steep

Count it a blessing
That you're such a failure
Your second chance might never have come

I'm sorry.

I love you all.
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