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nymphofdarkness777 (profile) wrote,
on 10-13-2009 at 10:09pm
Current mood: crushed
Music: the whiring of the computer
Subject: cover my eyes and lead
I guess I have to start this journal over. It's weird my journal was paid for by I dont know who, and then all my entries are deleted. And those entries were good because they had good/ bad memories. I have a greatestjournal, and it is kickass because Yoshi made an awesome layout. It has a pic. of "D" and she just used her Imagination to finish it.. Its pretty cool, you can see it by going to the address below.
Is it me or did I sound like an infomercial?
Anyway, today I wasnt having a good day, I felt super down. There were many reason as to why I was feeling like that. One mainly being about those 2 guys. I wanted to cry so bad, but I guess seeing all my friends near me kind of stopped my from shedding tears. I'm going to write Nydia a note since she wanted to know why I was depressed. I think she might know at least one reason, or who its about. And I guess its really easy for people to know when I'm feeling down. I was happy in Advisory, but during 4th block I wanted to just be left alone. I noticed I was smiling when I was talking to Marilu, Nydia, and Jon but I guess I did it so I make them think I was ok. I feel like this and the reason is so stupid. I cant understand how this happened. hmph. I'm going to do nothing tomorrow, I'm just going to ingnore stupid shit.
good bye for now,
~ chester ~ {Black}
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