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|dazed (profile) wrote, |
on 5-5-2004 at 9:55pm
|Current mood: Depressed
Music: Never Say Never ~ Goodbye
Subject: Eternal Letter Left Unsent
|I was just thinking about memories. I hate looking back on them. Even if they are happy memories they still make me sad.
I am done with my calc exam. Hopefully I passed, hopefully I didn't. Either way I don't mind.
I have history MEAP tomorrow. Yippy Fucking doo. I want to shoot myself this week.
I'm so emotional. I have been since Friday. One minute I'll be so happy and the next I want to slit my throat. WTF is up with that?
It might be because, someone I care about doesn't seem to care about me. I just need to get things figured out with him. Today we were suppose to see each other and mike made him stay at the track meet. I understand that... but I was sitting at home waiting until IIIII called him. I was upset, so I left. I went to the baseball game. I had to think. It was a nice relaxtion time. I am going to try to talk to him about it this weekend.
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