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|nymphofdarkness777 (profile) wrote, |
on 5-6-2004 at 6:53pm
|How can I get myself out of this moment? I feel paralyzed as if life seems to pass me by and all I seem to do is watch. What happened? Have I lost my ambition, my drive, my indivisuality, my youth?
I always believed in so many things, I always had so many dreams of what my life would be like and now it seems like those dreams are fading away, escaping through my fingertips. I can no longer distinguish whether I'm in transition or if I have arrived. Does anyone understand me? Knew you wouldn't.....
I've become dissapointed on how my life turned out to be. I feel like I took some kind of wrong turn and I can't go back. I wish I could but I guess this is how it has to be.
BUT I am not going to stand by and do nothing about it, I will change and it will be a change for the better.