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|SepiaFlamingo (profile) wrote, |
on 5-10-2004 at 8:11pm
|Current mood: content
Music: "Light My Fire" - The Doors
Subject: Disatisfaction of my concocted flame.
|Scott's disappointing me, and he knows it. What disappoints me the most is I think he doesn't care that he's disappointing me. He says he doesn't know anymore, but I do. I do, and I don't think I'm going to tell anyone. Alex has been giving me odd looks, and I think he knows, too. I pray to anything up there not. I don't want to end up like my mother. I don't want to be another brick in the wall, either. Right now, though, I'm not even that. Hiccup my hibiscus hotel from its roots of metal and stain the walls white until they're a bloody taste of steel. Potential revolution made itself comfy on my couch.|