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drowning-in-you (profile) wrote,
on 5-17-2004 at 11:11pm
Current mood: scared
Music: Metallica - Unforgiven II
Subject: so i freaked...*oi*
well the day was great...it just kinda went a bit down at the end of the night...

i started my period there at joey's house so that sucked...then i got emotional...& freaked out...

i was so gung-ho bout being w/ him & stuff from prom, but i flipped...i got scared of what could happen...

i explained to him that i'm very afraid of things like for instance marriage...in my family alone, i witnessed bout 3 divorces & known of 2 or 3 others very close to me...it's not cool...i freaked out on that...& also it came back to missing amber...

i'm getting tired, so long story short...joey held me close while i cried at the park & assured me that things will be great for us...& for once, i put my trust in that knowing he is right....

i love you joel...happy one year anniversary sweetie... :D

...talk later...
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