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|kittyneko (profile) wrote, |
on 5-26-2004 at 11:51pm
|Current mood: anxious
Subject: A letter to a dear friend
|I know little of this will mean much to you, seeing as I have been exactly where you are, and I felt that no one knew the pain I was in. I went through the same depression, the same helplessness, that you are feeling right this moment, back when I was your age. I know much doesnt make sense and I would do anything to take away all the pain, but its something that you have to go through I think. Dont forget you always have friends like me to talk to.
As someone older and wiser than you I should tell you that the world sucks and that its not fair. I wish it were otherwise, but its not. Time does not stand still for you when you feel you cannot go on, although I know you feel it should. We are so insignificant in the big scheme of things. But never forget that you are very significant and important in this small life of ours. I know I would be lost without your friendship now. Life sucks but you go on living because thats what we do and your friends try to make it pleasant for you. I wish I could stay behind and help you through what you are going through.
I know my time in sophmore and junior year was horrible and my depression was worse. Everything seemed so pointless and I felt so worthless. I was lucky to have such friends to pull me out of it, even though they never really know how much their actions meant to me. I would love to tell you that it will get better and that everything will be ok, but I dont want to lie. The world doesnt really get better, but you learn to deal with what it hands you and makes it more bearable. Doesnt sound very encouraging does it? Guess I suck at the pep talks but know that I am always there for you to talk to, or bitch to, or even cry to. If some guy is fucking up you life, let me know and I'll beat the crap out of him for you. What are legal guardians good for anyways?? Stay strong and doubt ever doubt your friends, they are what is going to help you through. Chin up buddy, I need ya ok? Dont go disappearing on me. And get out of school arleady, I've been wanting to do stuff with you guys, but you are in school!! Grr!
Much love and many hugs. Ya feel like a sis to me and I dont like to see you sad, so smile :)
~your archnemesis of EVIL!~