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|SinfulDarkness (profile) wrote, |
on 5-27-2004 at 8:32pm
|Current mood: okay
Music: Twiztid - Freek Show
|Am I not pretty enough
Am I too outspoken
Do I cry to much
Is my heart too brokenÖ
Somebody get me out of here, Iím tearing at myself. Nobody gives a damn about me or anybody else.
The hurt doesnít go away, the tears never cease to fall
What doesnít kill you only makes you want to die
You only wanted the things I couldnít give you
You broke my heart in half so I can cut myself with the edges
A bloody wrist is worth a thousand words but mine is worth twoÖLOVE KILLS
Iím so lonely I donít even want to be with myself anymore
Break my heart and hope to die
Sometimes I wish I wasnít me
Would it be out of line if I said I miss you
Save your happiness for tomorrow and tonight weíll drown in your tears
Not all scars show not all wounds heal sometimes you cant always see the pain someone feels
You asked me what was wrong and I smiled and said nothing then I turned around and whispered everything
Pain doesnít hurt when its all youíve ever felt
How will you know I am hurting if you cannot see any pain? To wear it on my body tells what words cannot explain.
Iím holding on to a dream that will never come true
I wish I could gather all my tears so I could fucking drown you in them
I hope you choke on every word you spoke when you were screaming at me
Iím going to smile like nothings wrong, talk like everythingís perfect, act like its all a dream, and pretend its not hurting me
Iím not crazy Iím just a little unwell
Seems to me that even love can die
Donít worry Iíll be fine, just let me slit my wrists one last time
Iím a fountain of blood in the shape of a girl
Die young and save yourself
I know what its like to want to die, how it hurts to smile, how you hurt yourself on the outside to try and kill the pain on the inside
Donít apologize I hope you choke and die
Iím sick and tired of being sick and tried
It kills me to love you the way I do, and look at you and see how much you donít care
She keeps on asking do you think it hurts to die? It hurts much more to stay alive.
I do it for the drugs
Kill me with the love that you wont give to me
It's raining , washing all the pain away . Streets are flooded with the pain u gave to me. Drenched in the tears that fall from the sky , I remember all the tears I had shed for you that you never would for me.
Although it may be hard to do , you need to forget the one who forgot you.
Life seems to be the hardest question ever, just as soon as youíve figured out the answer the question changes
You know it is love when all you want is that person to be happy, even if youre not a part of their happiness.
I want someone who can look into my eyes and see through my fake happiness and make me smile for real
Drown my sorrows in alcohol
When I am queen I will exist with perfect scars cut on my wrists
I focus on the pain because itís the only thing thatís real
Iíve shed my tears and Iím moving on
Breathe in, bleed out
I could fill a thousand pages telling you how I felt and still you would not understand, so now I leave without a sound except my heart shattering as it hits the ground.
Swallowed by the pain as I fall apart
Schools finally over and done with, at least for 2 1/2 months...things are doing alright, I'm not sick anymore but I still have a little bit of a cough. I hope everyone has a good Summer, email me or IM me if you wanna do something.