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|approachingautumn (profile) wrote, |
on 6-3-2004 at 5:23pm
|I get really itchy when it's summer. I don't like sitting here because I know that to the kids it's summer.. and it's time to go do stuff and hang out with friends. But here I still sit alone in my room thinking about what else I could be doing and how nobody ever thinks about calling me.
I don't think I'm supposed to have a girlfriend or wife. It's just not my personality. I wish she'd just call me so we could get this over with.. It's not like she's going to think about it and be like 'yeah.. I've completely changed my feelings for you over night. Let's do it' ..
I need to move. Fast. I need to be around a city I don't know. A city full of strangers to force out this feeling of need. In a city where you know no one, it's harder to long to hang out with people.. Because the only people you know are over 1,300 miles away.
In other words, I messed up again.
What a shock.
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