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|niofalcon (profile) wrote, |
on 6-8-2004 at 11:15am
|Music: guns n roses - patience
Subject: The Double Negative Sobriety Test.
|A few months ago I walked into a bar alone and ordered a few tall ones in a desperate attempt to silence the entire world. That night would be my last night of giving in, that night I said fuck it, I don't care, I'm staying sober. And if it wasn't for you, then it was for me, I guess now you want someone who was almost like me, maybe you're becoming almost like me while I become something you were and wanted... But fuck it, you know what I want? Someone who is addicted to me, and addicted to agony, who will squeeze my hand when a line is placed before them and give me that look of should I do it? should I do it? will you do it with me? I don't let these things get in the way of my life anymore, in fact I want someone who will do for me what I'm doing for you, because what good is love without the promise of hope?