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|kittyneko (profile) wrote, |
on 6-30-2004 at 10:35pm
|Current mood: crushed
|Today has been the crappiest day ever. My dog is dead. Holy crap. We had to take her to the vet today to be put down. When we came home from shopping we found that she had thrown up the little food that we had been able to get her to eat. She was covered in it. She hasnt been eating and was getting worse by the day. She wasnt happy and it was killing me. I told my mom that I couldnt stand to watch her go through with this. So today, at 5:30, we took her to the vet. I held her while they did it. Dr Burns asked me if I wanted someone else to hold her, butI said no. I wasnt going to leave her like that. The least I could do was hold her while she died. God, I have been crying all day. I miss her so much already. I have had her since I was 6 or 7. This sucks so much.
If there is a "god", he is one sick bastard. On the way to the vet, the song "Live like you were dying" came on. If that wasnt enough, on the way home, when I was a mess, we passed by a man walking his dog. A FUCKING schnauzer! If you didnt know, my dog was a schnauzer. My brother was driving and he was like, "You have got to be kidding me." Nope.
I miss my dog, I feel like crap, and my eyes are all puffy and sore. This really sucks...