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|kittyneko (profile) wrote, |
on 7-4-2004 at 8:01pm
|Current mood: lethargic
Music: radio tunes
Subject: Um ask me later...
|Well I am bored again and so I decided to write some in my journal. I know my last entry wasnt very happy, but I have moved on. I know she is in a better place now.
I have been reading a lot today. I am reading this story on the internet and its all about love and its hardships. I seem to be reading a lot of these lately. I must be a glutton for punishment. I keep filling my head with these silly notions of love. I went on his website today, just to get a glimpse of a picture. I havent seen him since graduation and I forgot how much I missed him. I missed seeing that face everyday.
*Sigh* I can already see how I am going to be in college. I hope I grow out of this love sick puppy thing. Its already pathetic enough that I havent had a boyfriend. God, how embarrassing is that going to be?! I can just see myself explaining this to some guy in college. Its almost unheard of you know? Guys are going to think something is wrong with me. I mean, there must be a reason why I am still single.
I keep seeing these REALLY cute guys around, like in stores and restuarants. I have to keep myself from drooling! But I mentally kick myself. I cant get attached to anyone here. Not when I am leaving in like a month.
I hope I get my letter from UF housing tomorrow. They are suppose to send it the first week of July. I think it might be on moday. How exciting is this?! I hope I get Lakeside. I will be so sad if I dont!! Anyways, I got to go, write some more later...