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FreakishIYK (profile) wrote,
on 7-10-2004 at 3:07pm
Current mood: awake
Subject: Great fucking day...
Well, here's another entry...not too much to put in it though...hmm lets see...

After Ashley told the guy about me and my boyfriend, Mike and I wanted to know his reaction...we thought it'd be funny. Turns out when she told him he was a little sad but he still thought I was pretty and nice, and still wanted to hang out (huh?...) And that one night while I was with Mike, she called to see if I wanted to go...the guy would have came out and picked me up and everything (I don't think so...). Oh and she tells me that he's back with his ex, who used to be in engaged to, and that she's 3 months pregnant. Yep, and then I found out he has gotten 2 other girls pregnant (and Ashley wanted me to go out with him!? oh fuck no). So, yea that was pretty interesting...

I'm also not allowed to see Mike this weekend, but maybe if I'm good they'll cut my sentencing short. Thursday Mike was over, and our curfew (for him being over at night) is until 1 am. Well....he didn't leave until about 3...and it turns out Mom and Dad weren't too happy about it. I miss him...I just wanna hold him right now. I've had things running through my head and I just need him near me.

I got to see Spiderman 2 Thursday too. It was good. It was more of a love story though, but I can't wait for the next one.

I think that's about it...can't think of anything else, but if I do I'll add it on later. Until then all, bye byes.


Well, I'm back. It's 1:13 am and I have more to add and I can't hell, why not just add it now?

Today sucked...I had things running through my mind. Things I didn't wanna think about...things that hurt, and they got to me today, and it drove me crazy.

Then later today my church was having a good-bye party for my pastor and his wife (they're moving) I didn't wanna go, but then Mike said he might go so he can see me...well then I thought if he goes, I should go, because I really wanted to see him, I needed to see him. Well, turns out he didn't go, he said church wasn't his thing. Ok, I wont make him go. But I sat outside for half an hour hoping he'd just drive anyway...I never saw his car so I was heading back in, but I didn't wanna be around all those people so I just sat in the car listening to music...and then more bad thoughts. I hate my head sometimes.

When I got home I called Mike, but then Mom wanted to go to Wal-mart, and Mike asked if he could come with us. I wasn't sure about him coming because he just hurt his feet pretty bad (screwed up his ankle and there's a gash on his other foot, it hurts to walk on) anyway, he said he'd go anyway. So I go ask if he can come and she says yes, but when I get back on the phone something suddenly comes up and he can't go. I never told him (and he'll find out now) but that kinda pissed me off. The thoughts were getting to me, and I broke down once today...I just needed him there so badly, and it turns out I couldn't have that. So, I got off the phone and we went to Wal-mart, and I couldn't stand still...I had to go walk around or something. But then things actually got a little better. I was in line with my Mom and I told her that "I keep thinking he'll (Mike) just come anyway" and not even a minuet later my Mom smiles and says "your wish just came true." I turn around and he's walking (well, limping) up to me. God, it felt so, so good to just hug him. That was the first time I smiled all day. After we paid I went home and talked to him on the phone, and in fact he's on the phone now.

I think that's about it. Oh wait, I'm having a disagreement with dad about Mike. He thinks I'm moving away from the family because I'm always with him, and that he's going to pull me away from my religion and just things like that. Gee thanks dad, that brightened my day.

Well, I'm tired and I think that's about it. I'll try and update tomorrow, so until then, bye.
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