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|spinoangel (profile) wrote, |
on 8-13-2004 at 4:19pm
i dont think i can get this entry right to the way i like it. i dont know what to say or how to say it.
how to express how shitty i feel just because school makes me miserable. i mean its the first fucking week and i'm already bursting into tears when i get home. i dont understand how i can be so weak, so sensitive, it just makes me cry MORE because its like what the hell am i doing? i'm dragging myself down and i can't stop. it's as if i have some masochistic desire to feel the tears running down my face. my brain must be a little screwed up to make me feel so bad that i can't face the world anymore.
just as long as i never pick up the sharp objects, i'll be okay.