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|drowning-in-you (profile) wrote, |
on 8-15-2004 at 4:40am
|Current mood: numb
Music: Going Under - Evanescence
Subject: well then...
|ok so it's been a very long time since i've been here...i'm so sorry...i feel like crap now, well only halfways...joey broke up w/ me tonight & i hate it because not only was i halfasleep when he did it but i wasn't paying attention & tried to keep him w/ me...now why? i do not know...i met a guy, his name is devon, & he's 20, which i think is fine, but whatever...i've only known him for bout 4 days & i've wanted to tell him i love him...*oi*...the shit i get myself into...my sister was in jail thrusday night, i found out rene & daniel were caught w/ drugs at school & rene might be sent to like juvie or something like that...i dunno...i can't get my mind off the fact that it really did happen, joey & i aren't together anymore...though i know for a fact i saw it coming...& i can't get devon out of my thoughts...maybe it's too quick, & maybe he's right that it's not quite the right time to get together since i'll be leaving in a week...shit i'm leaving for college in a week...my life is so fucked up...oh well...talk later...|