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|drowning-in-you (profile) wrote, |
on 8-17-2004 at 5:43pm
|Current mood: rejected
Music: goodbye - spice girls
Subject: damnit stop the pain...why do i feel like this, i should be happy?
|it's eating me up alive at this point...i hate to admit it...but damnit it really does hurt...i don't like to be left alone cuz then i think...& it hurts...it really does...i hope i make friends at college cuz i'm afraid to turn suicidal again...& i don't want to scare ppl or make ppl feel sorry for me...ugh...i don't know what i want anymore...i feel sick...talk later...|