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|sadsongsnmyhead87 (profile) wrote, |
on 8-22-2004 at 6:31pm
|Current mood: out there
|WOO! So much homework in so little time. Actually, I'm supposed to have 20 pages (10 sheets) done in my art book, but I don't...so AHHHHHHH!! And people are attacking me, AHHHHHHHH!! Freak out time. AHHHHHH!! Anyway. Does anyone know where I can get a CD of Aiken without his face anywhere on it. Perhaps, a burned copy? Anyone, anyone?
Ashley got Invisible (that one stalker-ish song) stuck in my head...again! *twitches* I dislike Aiken... Grr... But he has a nice singing voice. I just dislike...him. Yesh. It's like...the way I feel about the band Disturbed. I like their songs...but I don't like them. DAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!! PEOPLE!~
Anyway...it's not like anyone is actually reading this. Hahahah. So................ Like it would really matter. Everything I say in here eventually gets out, being used as blackmail and such. Blah. Oops. I had my away message up. *clicks "I'm Back" button*
Anyway. Life is boring...as always. It's already ended, because life does start from the end. And...it just goes backwards. Backwards and forever on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on.
I hate school. School will be the death of me as is everything else. EVERYTHING. I don't think I'll last junior year, just because the teachers are so...so... I can't explain it. They're amusing so they can't be boring. I don't know. They're...distant? Yeah. That's the word. Of course, I've only went to school for 4 days (two class days) before school was closed for the hurricane. Maybe I'll like the teachers later in the year. But, I STILL DON'T LIKE THEM NOW!
Teh...so bored. No one is online except the writers I know on fanfiction.net. I need to associate with people at my school more. The only time I open my mouth in school is pretty much if a teacher addresses me, which is highly unlikely, by the way, because I'm invisible to everyone. *Aiken's voice rings in the background singing Invisible* NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
Other than that, Bobo called me today. She said we should all get together to have an anime power hour or something of the sort. I'm not much of social freak so I don't know. I don't know if I'll be going to prom either. Or homecoming. Or anything school-related. It's blah. I have no classes with anyone which makes my social ALL the more better *note the sarcasm* Crazy stuff. I think I'm the biggest loser in school. I hope I die leaving that impression on the people who knew me at one point in time.
But, aside from being a loser, I still hope. I, like any other human being, want to talk to people. It looks so easy...but it's hard at the same time. I'm so insecure of what people might think of me. I know it's not important, but it'll always bother me!
Ah...I should start my art book now. Luckily and hopefully, that's the only homework assignment I had to do for tomorrow. I had a nice week off thanks to Charley, but I accomplished nothing. I was supposed to study for a quiz in Spanish, but ya know, didn't feel like it. Too lazy. Laziness will be my downfall. SEE! SEE! EVERYTHING WILL BE MY DOWNFALL! JUST YOU WAIT!
Oh wait...no one will know I'm ever gone. I forgot, I have no social life. It's non-existent, just like my love life.
I'VE BEEN ALONE ALL ALONG! *My Immortal guitar solo blasts in the background* Blastin' out in a great rock song. *plays air guitar* Thank you all and good night!