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|hiphulagirl (profile) wrote, |
on 8-26-2004 at 6:43pm
|I'm falling into the old slump again. I'm not so sure that anyone is a complete person all on their own. Maybe that's my problem.
I wrote that and just sat there and stared at it for 15 minutes. I'm getting on with it now.
I'm going to Hawaii for a couple weeks. I'm not too excited. Sheldon was calling for a while, and then he stopped again. I sent him a happy text last night and he never responded. I hate leaving here because everytime I leave we grow further apart... hell even when i'm here we seem thousands of miles away.
I just wish i had someone. I need someone... I dont want to be so alone, especially when i've gotta pick up and leave everything for iraq. I want someone to miss me when i'm gone. I want to have someone to call and say "I love you". I want to crawl into bed and cry.