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|wierdo (profile) wrote, |
on 8-26-2004 at 11:24pm
|Current mood: crushed
Ya know......i've learned that relationships are just not my thing. Its like learning a new sport not knowing anything about how to play. I don't even know who i am anymore. I thought things would work out with me and her, but i guess i was wrong. No matter what, i always dig myself a whole that i fall into. It either gets deeper.....or i get smaller. I'm always being walked on. I've been crushed more times than what i wanted to. And its such a horrible feeling. I thought i was a good guy to be in a relationship with. It turns out me and relationships are like the same sides as a magnet. We repel. Relationships are just a conquest in life. A challange that everyone must face. A challange that i can't overcome. A challange that i'm not going to face for a long time. I put myself in these situations that arent meant to be. And i think its about time that i stop doing what i want......and start doing what i feel.
I'm sure none of this makes any sense to any of you. So dont bother reading.....