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|crazydimbohead (profile) wrote, |
on 9-4-2004 at 10:42am
|Current mood: depressed
Music: shinedown - simple man / velvet revolver - fall to pieces / smashing pumpkins - tonight, tonight
|so.. good news: NONE ... bad news: me and kacey broke up.. it was thursday when i broke up with him but before that.. wednesday he broke up with me and we got back together 9 hours later but before that monday we about broke up but we didnt, and on tuesday night on the phone we was talking about him breakin up with me (he didnt want to do it over the phone) so he broke up with me wednesday morning.. so this was a 4 day thing but acually its been going on for awhile in our heads without tellin eachother.. i have cried myself to sleep monday, tuesday, wednesday, thursday, and friday.. now i will probably end up crying myself to sleep everynight for awhile.. he is my bestest friend in the whole entire world.. and i am his.. i wrote this thing for me.. about him.. i read it to him and he told me that it was really good.. i say it sux.. but iono i say that to everything i write.. i called it "memories"..........
oh wait there is good news acually...... SCOTT HICKS is coming back in november! i cant wait..
im so f*ckin depressed.. i want to die.. someone please shoot me or something my heart feels like its in a million pieces and will never be whole again.. its true.. he is my life, my love, and my best friend in the entire world.. i love him more than anyone knows.. more than i even know.. i hope and pray that he isnt happier with another girl.. because i couldnt be happier with another guy.. (one reason we broke up-about happiness) okay i need to go no one cares about me and my stupid life and my stupid emotions.. and my depression.. bye