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|loner-skyz (profile) wrote, |
on 11-10-2004 at 5:20pm
|Current mood: intimidated
Music: All My Problems - Smile Empty Soul
|i want more suprise in my life.
i miss being suprised...
especially at christmas time, christmas used to be so much fun for me.
i loved the suprise, and the magic.
i never knew what santa would get me, or what he'd write to me in his note.
now it's all gone, i make a list of what i want and my parents get it for me.
yeah, it's wrapped up in pretty paper, but there's no suprise, no magic in that.
this year im not asking for much, maybe that'll put some suprise into it.
but i doubt it.
holidays aren't fun anymore.
now it's just going over to my aunt's to be with a bunch of old people.
mum says we have to, cause they wont be around much longer, but we've been doing it for the past 7 years and they dont seem to be going anywhere.
i want some rain!