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|dragonfreak (profile) wrote, |
on 11-19-2004 at 7:44am
|Current mood: blah
Subject: When I am queen I will exist with perfect scars upon my wrist
|Isn't there anything good to think about? I think about the fact that Lori has a job and will come see me soon. But then I wonder how I am going to manage to get out of the house without mom knowing where I am going and me getting in billions of troubleness. Emily says she'll cover for me, but I don't know how she's going to manage to do that. Amie is supposed to be moving to Helen soon so maybe if I just told mom I was staying with her and got Amie to cover for me, it could work maybe. ugh, I dunno. I realy need to be with Lori though. It's killing me not being able to even kiss her. GR!!! I just want to take a pillow and scream forever. Except I can't do that because even when I do cover my screams with pillows you can still hear it pretty well. I guess I just gotta be sneaky. DAMN IT!!!