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|Reigning (profile) wrote, |
on 11-21-2004 at 11:03pm
|I stayed up an hour later than I wanted to writing this dumb thing, so I had to post it. I'll try revising it tomorrow, because I think it could be a lot better.. somehow. But I'm too tired to do it tonight.
One by one they leave me
I'm here pondering my life
I know they're pretending they can't see
Mindless, meaningless, useless strife
I can't seem to stop sighing
Will I ever feel resolve?
Whining, wishing, writing, crying
I wonder if I help the world at all
Two by two they're leaving again
I thought I felt lonely before
Hated, heartless, hideous has-been
Neglecting a terminal sore
Here is the heavy silent mist
I'm fragile, and fearing this fact
My words are sounding crisp
And my lips are growing cracked
Three by three I'm more alone
Reality is becoming distant
A captivating thought is my new home
Eternal love?-I must've missed it
What is happening to me
Peculiar sounds fill my head
There's an image I constantly see
And it's always coated in red
Four by four I'm feeling hollow
There's a figure up ahead
In his wake a buzzing follows
And my thoughts are filled with dread
Hello, hello, who are you?
What is that you say?
Nonsense, insanity, lunacy too!
You think in the most curious way
Five by five they leave my side
It's just you and me now, friend
You're always there, not once have you lied
Who says this plan is pretend
Why do I feel such delightful glee
Hello little man in my head
I've got a knife, soon they'll see
How the worms are fed!
Six by six I chop and bash
I'm swimming in their repent
Swish, slice, slaughter and slash
Over a river of red I'm bent
Wait a moment here
You're not laughing with me
Friend, is this what I fear?
No no, it can't, it can't be!
At me you laugh mockingly
And the blood on my hands appear
Twisting, taunting, terrible trickery
For once, the evil in your voice I hear
Bodies, corpses, cadavers galore
Panic ensues, and I cannot think
Curse me and my mind no more
Serpent, to the bowels of hell you'll sink
Do not refuse my order
Go away with your horrendous acts
No? no?! You retort, sir?
You forget what your beastly essence lacks
"A body, fool!" And I reach my arms out
The point of the knife at my chest
Releasing one last agonizing shout
Among these bodies I rest