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|dazed (profile) wrote, |
on 11-29-2004 at 8:05pm
|Music: innocent ~ our lady peace
Subject: Hold on.
|I figured out why I feel alone. I have none of my friends to talk to. Miranda has been too busy to talk to me and Jessica is always working. And rachel and I .. well. we have nothing to talk about anymore, besides... she has tara. I was just laying on my floor and thinking about all of this. I used to have friends. Now they are gone. Why? I don't know.. but it is probably from something I did. I hate all the things that people have to go through in life. All the stupid childish mistakes that have been made by myself and others. Younger people have been bothering me lately. THey don't realize that there is life beyond high school. I realize that.. but I havn't brought myself to deal with it yet. At least I don't think I have. I don't know. I'm just talking out of my behind. I think I'm thinking about life outside of high school too much. I just want to block college and money and living arrangements out of my mind.