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puddlejumper526 (profile) wrote,
on 12-4-2004 at 1:20am
Current mood: depressed
i'm so depressed.

my grades are horrible. and its my fault. i don't try. i do homework to get over it. i understand some stuff but other stuff i just blow off to get the daily credit but i bomb tests so bad. and now we don't have a lot of grades so the tests scores effect the quarter grade badly. i'm scared more of what my parents are going to say/think more than anything. infact that's all i'm worried about. once they find out it'll hit the ceiling and everybody'll only see me during school. i fucking deserve it too. i feel horrible because i know i can do so much better but it is hard.

i can't take it anymore. i'm so depressed over this i can't even cry, because there's so much on my mind. i need to relax, do nothing. do homework. do nothing, sleep forever. be alone. i don't need a boyfriend, i can't even handle my own stuff, i just be even more distracted, because it's always the way i am.

n e e d relaxation.

scotties going to read me a bedtime story.

goodnight.
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