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|AnnaLeBelle (profile) wrote, |
on 12-10-2004 at 6:58pm
|Current mood: aggravated
Music: My December; Linkin Park-Reanimation
Subject: Look What I Found
|Heh, I found this in my notebook. I need to get a new one, there's hardly any paper in this one anymore, I used it all. Because I'm fat and I hate trees. No, I'm kidding, trees should kill us. Wouldn't that be a sight to see? A tree with a hatchet. Fun.
So, here it is, slightly modified.
The air stings my eyes like a swarm of angry wasps
A thousand needles throbbing in the pupils of my eyes
Look at all the people walking passed me in the halls
So freely and so gaily frolicking
My stomach churns and writhes inside of me
How sickening it is to see them smile
But how can I think such things?
I can tell you, because they think the same things about me.
Look at the little morbid girl
Clad in all black she is, her eyes trained on the feet in front of her.
We all wish she would shut up and leave,
It was a better place without her to begin with.
I think I'm going to cease trying for unattainable goals
Such high expectations will only be my downfall
They're only going to let me down in the end
Lower them, that's all I can do to be truely happy.
Down and down, beneath the worms.
That's the way it always is
The way my feelings project to the so-called 'friends' I keep.
Trying to relieve my pain through a keyboard
Sigh, how depressing...
It sucked a whole lot worse than this, but raw emotion beats fancy words anyday. Rage, depression, hostility, all wrapped and tied with a ribbon of hatred.