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lilschaub (profile) wrote,
on 1-9-2005 at 9:11pm
This weekend sucked. Me and nate were just uh fighting about stupid stuff all weekend and got into a huge fight at the movies and missed a half an hour of it. I know he loves me and I love him but this weekend was just bad but I am glad that we resolved things a little last night and then today. I love him and I dont wanna lose him. I would do anything for him and he would do the same. Sometimes I just get scared and I think that one day he will just wake up and not love me anymore. uhh I am weird but its just the way I am and I can't help that. I guess I have some changing to do. I realized how much I love him today though. When his mom called and asked if I had seen him because he was supost to be somewhere about 2 hours ago and hadn't showed up uhh god my heart just stoped, my mind was racing with what ifs. It was driving me crazy to not know where he was and to not know if he was ok. And about an hour or so went by and he called and said he couldnt find where he was going and then got lost. I was so glad to just hear his voice and to know he was ok. I know it may sound stupid to some of you but I dont really care because after that funeral I just havn't wanted anyone out of my sight I just want everyone to be safe uhh I am not making any sense. But anyways Jess I love you and I hope you feel better. I love how we are always there for eachother when we are puking lol I love you Jess!!
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