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|superheromindo (profile) wrote, |
on 1-12-2005 at 9:47pm
|Current mood: loved
|Mr Gotwacko: i think you're beautiful.
He makes me cry. I love him a lot. I'd never try to be more to him than I already am because I already have the best role in his life. His partner in crime. I mean, as if he would commit any crimes, but you know what I mean. I'm next to him no matter what happens. I dont know if he really sees how much he really means to me. He tells me he doesnt think he's that important, but he means the world to me. He says he needs me with him, so I dont see how he cant turn that around and see how much I need him. Then again, its not always obvious to me that he really appreciates me, but he says he does. We have phileo- brotherly love. Brother. I wish he was. I told him I want to go where he goes, and always be near him, so that our kids grow up together and he's their uncle and things. It makes me happy to think about. I think Braeden is going to need me when he goes to wherever he goes. Because, I mean, I make new friends pretty easily wherever I go. He's told me that he's jealous of how I can fit into any group, and when I think about it, I guess I do. But he says he's not very social if he doesnt know the people very well, and I've seen examples of that. So I can imagine him going to a school far far away, not knowing anyone, and getting so incredibly depressed because he has no friends and no life. It would be sad. So with me there at least he has a wonderfully friendly and familar face to come home to. Not home, but like...to see after class or after work or whatever he's doing. But yeah. Tonight was just one of those nights where we somehow got into a long and fairly serious talk about relationships and things, and it made me feel the urge to write an entry.