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|xmiyavixfanx (profile) wrote, |
on 1-16-2005 at 9:49pm
|Current mood: Unwanted
Music: Mindless Self Indulgence- Faggot
|I feel like the potatoe chip that fell on the floor and nobody wants to eat it.
._. Can I really be such a bad roleplayer that /nobody/ wants to roleplay with me anymore? I mean, I tried so hard on a character and an intro that people might like.
My friend says she'll respond.
Awhile later, she comes up with an excuse to try and make someone else respond so she can get out of it.
If they don't want to roleplay with me, why not just fucking say so?
._. Then theres the fact that all of my roleplays on the site are dead/ the other roleplayers 'forgot' about them. I know you probably think it's a petty thing. But, my week has sucked and this is like...pushing me over the edge.
Honestly, I'd appreciate sincereity more than anything else right now.
-Le sigh- I'm lonely and sad, not a good combination since I'm mentally unstable. I'm technically not supposed to ever be left alone to my own thoughts, because they turn me into a "danger to myself and others". Thus the reason I was stuck in a mental instituation for so long.
It's all just a new song to play.