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|sputnik (profile) wrote, |
on 1-24-2005 at 2:45pm
|Current mood: crappy
|Okay so the day was going good. Then when we got to my house he was so quiet. He fell asleep for 2 hrs and then woke up and told me he couldn't hang out with his friends and be with me at the same time. Meaning he wanted to break up. But he doesn't say this. He asks me what I think he should do and expects me to take over from there. I totally can't even hate him.
I mean,I really fell for this kid. He says he can't so everything he use to do.( Hang out with girls and be free with it.) He can't commit to anyone because he wants to be frivilous with his life.
I understand, cause that's what character he has but how can he just up and throw away everything we work toward. I can't believe it happened. Just out of the fucking blue.
He says we can just be friends... but how can you be friends with someone you are totally in love with and not have them feel the same way. It's too hard. I'll write more later. Gotta go to fucking work.
I've gotta quit soon. I hate it here.