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|xsingxthexsorrowx (profile) wrote, |
on 1-28-2005 at 11:13am
|Current mood: annoyed
Subject: gee fuckin wiz
|You keep on sayin' that you want to know me but you never show me your true self. How can you ever expect someone else to know you when all you're going to do is just pretend that you're someone else? You keep on sayin' that you want to show me that you're really different, but your just the same. If you're really mindless then there is no way that I can win, maybe you're just one of them, or maybe it's just a game. You lie to yourself and remain alone. I'm not exactly sure of your motivation. I'm not exactly sure what you're tryin' to do. All I'm really sure is that you're not too impressive and you're wearin' a mask that I can't see through. Maybe you're not looking for acceptance, maybe you're striving for something more. If it's status that you lust then why try to be one of us? You're someone we'll never trust 'cause we know the score.
You say you want to be friends, start over, try again? Well, things will never be the way they were back then. Things were never how you wanted, I couldn't think of you that way. Now, if you take one step closer I will take two steps away. Maybe you need affection, I'd like to help you but I can't stand when you're around: fuck you very much. Maybe you need to talk, but you betrayed my trust. Friends was not good enough? Fuck You Very Much. You can always claim you're straightedge, go ahead and dye your hair. You won't get more attention from me, 'cause I will never fucking care. I try to remain secret, shooting away and hiding out, but you always track me down. Open your eyes and figure it out. I'm not trying again. I'm sick of seeing you. Don't wanna be your friend. I wish you'd go away.
i don't care anymore. i'm sick of trying to help people just to have them throw it back at me. I'm through with it, i know who my real friends are.