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|suspensionrings (profile) wrote, |
on 1-30-2005 at 5:39am
|you know, if this were anyone else, i would say, it's only human, don't beat yourself up about it. yeah, it was a shit thing to do, but don't beat yourself up about it. over and over, always the forgiveness. because what are friends for.
but this is me.
& i am the judge, jury, and executioner.
i can't live like this. fuck. not for another two years. not for another five. fuck. fuck fuck fuck.
i missed you the second i realized i was leaving.
i think this may have been the last time
oh, god. i just want to . . .