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suspensionrings (profile) wrote,
on 1-30-2005 at 2:24pm
Thieves, whores, and addicts. Once and always.
No, let's stop framing the question in flowers and sunlight.
Once a cheater, always a cheater. Fucking hell.

He asked me (less then a month ago, jebuz) "will you cheat on me." & i said no.
Technically, I just did.
& what bothers me most is I want to do it again.

I could care less about the sex, but it's the interplay that gets to me. The being sexy. The being so close to someone, feeling his shoulder under my arm. Kisses.

& at the same time I love it, & at the same time I am revulsed.
shitshitshitshit.
Didn't believe me when I said I wasn't worth it, did you boy?
Guess that makes you a fool twice over.

(What the hell is wrong with me: What have I become, my sweetest friend.)
I will let you down, I will make you hurt.
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