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|sandatthebeach (profile) wrote, |
on 2-2-2005 at 11:22pm
|Current mood: exhausted
Music: "Just moved into to 14G...."
Subject: Peanut Butter Cups
I'm so frustrated with myself...I'm frustrated because I don't know why I'm so frustrated.
Oh fuck. I just remembered two things: Round table discussion in US History which means I should probably go and review some things so I don't look like a total retard during class tomorrow and I was going to change my person for my resesarch paper in US History because I couldn't find any information on him...but I forgot. She wanted the sign ups to be done by today...and I forgot. Fuck. I'll talk to her before 8th period tomorrow...she likes me...maybe she'll let me change?
I hate myself sometimes.
I'm really worried about the show...and just stuff....self doubt is coming back...and it sucks.
And I'm really pissed because all my motivation has disappeared and all I want to do is eat and sleep...hence the immense weight gain. It's disgusting...I can feel myself being bigger. I say this as I eat pringles. God.
I just want to quit life. I don't want to go to school anymore...I don't want to take ACTs.....I just want to quit life.
Ok, I'm just continue end my complaint here otherwise this entry will be wayyyy too long.