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|m&ms487 (profile) wrote, |
on 2-16-2005 at 7:03pm
|Current mood: hopeful
Music: Only Hope -mandy moore
|Even when people are being immature and unintelligent, unforgiving and selfish, loud and obnoxious, I still am hopeful.
How foolish of me. I think I just can't decide. One day I think we're all going to be damned because of all the people around me that I know can't hold their own, and are only going to produce a broken home and generate more money for drug dealers, but still I see the good. When I see someone smiling, maybe they are happy. Maybe they feel good about themselves today, and will do something with their lives. Maybe one person can make up for the failings of another.
So you want to leave? You can't right now. When you get to wherever you're going, you are going to want back, at least for a little while, even if you don't admit it now, or then, or ever. Do you know why? Because even though there are a hundreds of people to hate and to want to get away from, one person can make you stay, because their love, their friendship will outweigh those hundred.
Although, is it worth it to live a life of quiet desperation for something better, being held back by one love, that could be easily replaced in some unknown community in the world? Will you know if you don't go find it, but what if you do leave to find it, and it is not there?
Where are you then?
Oh dear, I believe I have thought myself into quite a dilemma.
I'm glad I don't have this problem (to an extent where I would have to chose).
Ah, well, goodnight all.
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