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|lovesolost511 (profile) wrote, |
on 3-12-2005 at 4:15pm
So here goes:
This is an apology, so..don't laugh at me too hard, otherwise it won't be an apology anymore.
I apologize for my attitudes and behaviors this week, and in the past few weeks. They both have been crummy and unacceptable. For someone whose trying to have a more postive attitude, I tend to be contradicting what I want to happen by getting annoyed at frustrated at you all for ridiculous reasons. I want to be close to you again, but I pull away when you try to talk to me. For this I am sorry. Its my fault that I feel lonely, because I push you away when thats not really my intent at all. My world is in shambles because of my doing, not yours. I've been acting like a jerk, and i deserve to be igorned when i'm that way, just like everyone else who is a jerk does.